Life

Haven't really done much, since my last post. I just. . . .I don't know! Not really into doing anything. . . my life is so screwed up! Would you believe my 22nd wedding anniversary is in two days. . . and the only thing I can think of, is if I'm still going to be here or not, and that's one of the main reason's I'm not really interested in doing any scrapbooking. You have to have a loving family, to want to preserve the moments and the time's. I just don't have the passion anymore. I really don't care anymore about anything. And i figure if, i need to get anywhere or do anything in my life, I have to start caring about something. I just don't know where to begin. If i want to be happy, I really do believe I have to leave and start over again on my own. But i just don't know how!!!!